Ego our master in disguise

From my Higher Self

Sal

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June 26, 2021

Are We at the Mercy of our Egos?

I wish to write about Ego, for it has been a thorn on my side since I first read books on saintly Indian gurus in my late teens early twenties, and wished to emulate them by getting rid of ‘my’ ego.

The saying ‘Ignorance is bliss’ is made up for the ignorant by the ignorant for in truth ignorance is slavery.

In the physical universe the ‘Law of 3’ abounds. So it should come as no surprise that the Human ego is composed of 3 parts too.

cut out of the brain showing major centers — **Brain cut out**-major centers

The human brain is divided into 3 sections the brain stem and the cerebellum connecting with the nervous system by passes the cerebrum or thinking part. It is the instinctive part of our system, it allows us to breathe, eat, and drive a car or a bicycle on automatic without thought.

The emotional brain, part of the limbic system, is reactive to the environment and it releases hormones to control functions of the body to allow it to fight or flight. its tentacles reach into the ‘guts’ ‘knotted with fear’

The mental part is represented by the grey matter of the cerebrum. abstract thinking

All human beings will represent a mixture of all three aspects, often the mental (adult) vies for top position with emotional centre (child). Unfortunately the body is a pawn in this game of up-man-ship, and the one that tends to suffer as a result of the conflict from the other two.

The Mind

The mind is represented as the 3rd Chakra. It is about knowledge, rote learning, memory and insidiously about rules and regulations. It can be very rigid, indoctrinated and narrow minded. All the indoctrination and rigidity comes because it has experienced fear as a motivation not to question, obey the rules, it is unconnected to the fearful imprinting in its past that led to such a sheep like unquestioning attitude.

The mind does its best to control its ‘child like’ unruly emotions via criticism, put downs, internal expressions of self dislike, even hate. The mind is a chatterbox, it runs a monologue. When we don’t pay attention we can believe that the nonsense it spews out is real.

The mind is constantly spewing out verbiage , which can easily act as a filter to our perception of ourselves and our environment, in effect isolating us into a world of delusion.

The Emotions

Emotions are connected to the 2nd Chakra in the lower abdomen. WE give our emotions a lot of power, but in a way it is like allowing our children to dictate to us how to behave and make all the decisions.

Our emotions are our fear driven egocentric biological impulses for survival, anyone who does not experience fear is nobbled, for fear is our body’s alert to physical danger.

Our emotions are the centre of our energy (released by our hormonal system) It is the power house that allows us us to do. It needs to be managed and cajoled, for it can achieve wonders with the right prompting.

The Physical body

Our physical body, is like a soldier who is told what to do when told to do it. it is not designed to think for itself, the body thrives on structure. There are few behaviours more insidious than waking up in the morning with an alarm set for another 5 minute snooze and letting our bodies be in charge and go back to sleep – our bodies are designed to take orders not give them.

Of course it is not the body’s fault, the body will take orders from the corporal and the sergeant and more often than not the corporal and sergeant can’t agree.

‘You’ are emotionally upset and will binge eat or drink regardless of whether your body needs it or not. ‘You are angry and turn to the wall and hit it with your knuckles, or perhaps you hit your own head , or perhaps you practice self harm – the result is always the same – your body suffers.

Your critical mind will not allow your emotions to be expressed, be vulnerable, there are dozens of ways in which our minds will supress the expression of our emotions, some necessary for social interaction, but many others not.

Internal conflict gives rise to muscle tensions or spasms. Eventually it is our physical bodies that suffer.

Ego

Ego is a warring battle between our emotions and our minds, with fear as the undelaying factor.

As I said, there is nothing wrong with ego, it is a wonderful instrument for survival; Fear is a healthy emotion as long as it flows.

Feel the fear and do it anyway is part of living. Have no fear and do anything – has a reckless quality that can lead many to an early grave.

Unfortunately, when fear does not flow it festers, for unexpressed fear never goes away, and will find ways to express itself and distort our perception of ourselves and the world around us.

We don’t want our self control to be at the mercy of a spoiled brat, on the other hand we do want to experience being the playful child.

We also don’t want our mind filled with blinkered belief systems to control what we do, or how we perceive the word around us.

As long as our minds and emotions control and dictate our perceptions we are slaves, in the true sense of the word.

So what is the answer to our dilemma ? For our distorted perception of the world is easily manipulated, and controlled, both inwardly by repressed emotions and belief systems, and in turn outwardly. For the outer world is invariably a reflection of our inner landscape.

Love

It may have passed you by but what is missing from the above writing so far is any mention of the role of ‘feelings’ for they are often confused with emotions.

Where as ego is focused on self survival, love is not separate from our environment, for in love we are ‘One’.

Feelings arise out of the 4th chakra – our ‘Heart’ In feelings we are separate and dispassionate with regards to our emotional and mental aspects of our ego.

In feelings we have equal measure of ‘self awareness’ and awareness of ‘others’. In feelings we are free to choose. In the ego states of the 3 lower chakras we are not free, we are reactive and manipulated by out of awareness / hidden impulses.

To be FREE as a human being it is necessary to release the traumas / hidden fears that have such inordinate power over our lives. Only then can we perceive reality as it truly is, and only then, will we, individually, as well as collectively, create a loving environment that so far has passed humanity by.

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Being Vegan to avoid pain and suffering

Sal

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June 10, 2021

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Rant, on being vegan because of the pain and suffering that we would create in animals.

I just had one person say to me on FB Are you vegan yet? Can You Feel The Animals suffering? and you have to stop eating them?

These are the statements of an out of touch person. Even more so, because her reasons had nothing to do with diet, rather she called it ‘vegan activism.’ to clarify. It doesn’t matter what her body needs, her mind /ideology is dictating to her body what she can eat.

In the process not only is she out of touch with the reality that everything alive on this Earth relies on something else for survival but she is on a crusade to ‘infect’ others with her mental rigid perception.

For if our bodies are built to digest proteins, fats nutrients and vitamins that can only be found in red meat easily, why would we deny ourselves what our bodies are designed to digest and require? for some mental aberration?

I was a Vegan for a while in my late twenties, I started to get heart palpitations, and tired, and dreamt of fish for 6 months before I caught on that my body was demanding a lot more than it was getting.

We are so deluded and out of touch with ourselves that we succumb to ideology. We have a stomach designed specifically to break down proteins we have a duodenum part of small intestine designed to break fats down with pancreatic and bile juice.

We have a large intestine not fit for the purpose it was initially intended for ie. the breakdown of fiber to create fat with bacteria.

Instead we suffer with indigestion flatulence and colic issues. Quite apart from rotting teeth and auto immune diseases from eating plants and seeds that don’t want to be eaten, and for which we haven’t developed any internal mechanism to negate the poisons. (apart from cooking foods to death.) Only applies to Lectins not Oxalates.

**You have to eat your vegetables if you want any pudding**

Ideology is a big problem in our society; we attempt to force feed vegetables to kids that don’t want them. We think that to advance spiritually we mustn’t eat heavy low down vibrations like red meat. I know I was one of them unthinking masses.

The reality of the human organism is that we are carnivores designed to burn fat. Even cows burn fat as fuel. Granted we have learned to adapt, and as a result of times of scarcity, in the past we have been experimenting with farming, and learning to tolerate certain seeds and vegetables for the purpose of storing and consuming carbohydrates.

**Rubbery lining inside a large intestine from eating wrong foods**

In Nature concentrations of carbohydrates, has, apart from honey only come about as a result of human genetic manipulation. And we have paid a heavy price for distorting the consumption of our bodily needs. We all have a natural niche in nature for which our digestive systems are designed, ours is, and has, for millions of years being predators.

Are we being manipulated by alien entities?

From my Higher Self

Sal

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June 9, 2021

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Are we being manipulated by alien entities?

Yes, we are being manipulated, but not by reptiles!

This seems to be a hot topic, that a number of people including David Icke, religions and even channellers have alluded to.

I asked ‘Charley’ (my Higher Self) some time back for clarification on this subject, and it said not, yet I wasn’t ready, and I just assumed that it was trying to protect me from hidden forces. I now appreciate Charley was waiting for me to grow up a little more.

So, on the one hand, we have demon entities, of the catholic religion, however, most religions allude to some sort of dark power to represent the darkness that is apparent in human interactions. Now, in this new age, where we are willing to contemplate other life in the universe, we have reptilians and beings with a foot in other dimensions.

So once more I have asked Charley for elucidation. And this is what he says to me.

Alien Agenda

Charley~”There are dark forces in this universe, for in the realm of multidimensional matter there are always opposites. There are no Alien Reptilians oppressing the Earth.

There is one humanoid race in communication with very small and exclusive groups in 3 different governments, these humanoid are not of the same attainment either Spiritual or Technological as the ‘True Humans’ and their average level of consciousness is not above 45% of ego-soul integration”

As a little aside I have asked Charley as to the knowledge of this humanoid race with regards to the coming cataclysm.

Charley~ “Yes, these humanoids, know of the impending cataclysm, and no they are not sharing that information with the Earth groups.

Sal~ “Do any of the Earth groups know of the impending Cataclysm?”

Charley~”Some have an idea that something is coming, they don’t know when, they are aware of the level of destruction. This is why they hope to have a means of travel to Mars and the Moon”

Sal~” Will that happen?”

Charley~” They will reach the Moon, but they will not be able to protect themselves from the cosmic rays. Mars is a dead end”

Sal~”If alien entities are not oppressing us what is?”

Charley~”There are souls, these are low-level souls that have never incarnated into a human body or animal on this planet”.

Sal~Have they incarnated on other planets?

Charley~”Yes, one planet that has been destroyed in the past between Mars and Saturn and is now the asteroid belt. They were a low form of life, not even as high as the animal kingdom. They reproduced and experienced life in their sea.”

I have been struggling with Charley to pinpoint when the planet was destroyed, I couldn’t pin him down to a date. I was being inexact in my question. It turns out that part of the planet still exists! We call it the Moon.

The true source of our affliction on this Earth

Charley~”These low-level souls have never reincarnated since. They have found a way to gain a foothold into this 3D dimension via human beings. Human ‘souls’ are tethered from their dimension with yours via the 4th chakra a small part of ‘Me’ has communication access via the 7th Chakra”.

Three of the chakras are nexus points where there are interdimensional exchanges. The 2nd Chakra has been ‘high jacked’ by these low-level souls who possess no awareness, for they have not coalesced enough experience to amalgamate into a ‘Greater Soul’.

The true function of the 2nd Chakra is to connect across time to previous and future incarnations, and release / balance emotions across lifetimes (like a safety valve on a pressure cooker), under the guidance of the ‘soul’ in the 4th chakra.

The majority of mankind is under their influence, they are not malignant in themselves. They simply have found a trough to feed from, and what they feed on is negative emotional discharges.

Unfortunately, their influence over the 2nd chakra for the past 3.1 million years has made the evolution of ‘souls’ on this planet very slow.”

The Moon

So I ask. “Is this why we are affected by the moon?”

Charley~”The Moon is their focal point to this reality. The week up to the Full Moon strengthens their connection to the 2nd emotional ego chakra. With the New Moon their presence wanes. And the 3rd chakra – the mental aspect of the ego is more prominent. Giving humanity an opportunity to experience how it shackles itself with dogma and rigid thinking.”

Sal~”Is there any way for us to fight this influence?”

Charley~”As you well appreciate now, the saying ‘ what we resists persists‘ is apt. The only hope for humanity is to release their traumas and free themselves of this emotional regurgitational slavery.

Self-awareness, truthfulness with oneself, and Love for self and others is the only road out of this automatic fear-driven biological machine, impulses which are prodded on a regular basis by this low-level entities.”

Well I hope this clarifies the whole issue of the fear-driven madness that periodically takes over parts of the world. Which, if you take close attention to, invariably occurs coming up to the full moon. As the saying goes ‘Feeding frenzy’!!! – Time to Wake up !!!

This was one of my earliest articles as I explored the impact and reality of the Critters on the human psyche. since then I have added some more info and podcasts as my understanding deepens:

Joshua & Sal Podcast 07 Possession Take 2

The Soul dimensions in Creation and the interference by parasitical souls in human affairs

Joshua and Sal Podcast 09 The Moon

Control how you think about yourself

Sal

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May 31, 2021

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Do we really need to control how we think about ourselves?

You can't control how people think about you. It's Impossible. But all you can do is control the way you think about yourself. Your opinion is all that matters

Nice click bait! I read this in one of the FB forums and it reminds me of the wooliness that we seduce ourselves with within our our egos, to maintain our self imposed incarceration, and obfuscate the way out!

Let me shine my spotlight on this wordiness.
First of all control is a word of our mental aspect of our ego ie 3rd chakra.

We don’t need to control, or be concerned about how others think of us (i.e. with their egos). If they are in our world (our perception of reality), then they reflect our internal mishmash of rigid beliefs and suppressed emotions as well as the loving goodness beyond that.

“All you can do is control they way you think about yourself”

Once more ego reinforcing ego, and quite counterproductive for personal growth.
There is only one answer to the dilemma of negativity in our perception of reality, and it has nothing to do with control.

The only way out of our self imposed prison of biological ego driven fear is to experience the world not from our 3 lower chakras but from our feelings in the 4th ie our Hearts.

From here we are detached from the ego thoughts in our heads, and feel compassion for the rigidity of our, as well as others indoctrination.

For ‘what we resist persists’ – and no, this phrase never gets too old. For it is rocket fuel that can lifts us all the way to our Higher Self.

Prophets or messengers at this crucial time

From my Higher Self

Sal

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May 14, 2021

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Prophets or messengers at this crucial time

Some time back , ‘Charley told me that I was one of 2120 messengers who were to incarnate on this Earth with a very specific purpose. Honestly I have spent my life keeping away from most people, and was only ever comfortable in the therapy room on a one to one basis.

Whenever we had visitors or parties, I invariably managed to disappear and hide. or be very busy cooking for the masses. The idea of being a ‘teacher’ or ‘guru’ has never sat well with me.

Yet here I am, I have a purpose and a calling and with ‘Charley’s’ help I have been ironing out the weaknesses within my personality, that I may face the world at large.

the very specific number of 2,120 has been a bit of a question mark today and I asked ‘Charley ‘for clarification. and this is what he says

405 have still to find themselves and their calling

231 are aliens who were meant to incarnate to be here at this time but their parents never came together at the right time. So, they have left the party

I would love to get a list of all the other messengers not sure if that is possible

in the UK there are two of us David Icke and myself.

USA- 46 , Mexico, 2 South America 66, Europe 275, Russia 17, China 298, Taiwan 1, Japan 6, India 191, Thailand 4, Vietnam 1, Philippines 2, Australia 6, New Zealand 2, Israel 4, Syria 1, Egypt 1, Iran 2, Africa 486, South Africa 2, all the other islands in the world 25, Countries between eu / Russia 14, Turkey 5, Between Turkey and China 10, Other middle eastern countries 7, North Korea 2, South Korea 0, any others I have missed 6.

A few weeks have passed and just re-read my post above, which I had left somewhat unfinished, my curiosity had been for the numbers.

But what does it mean to be a Messenger? And are we all on the same page? The problem arises in that we all come into this world unaware of our path and reason to be here at this time.

We have to climb through the mire of fearful ego confusion, and collective indoctrination, be it religious or political or the myriad theories presented as fact with regards to Science of the human body, Spirit, or the Universe at large.

In truth we are ignorant creatures, with some of us standing on the shoulders of the lowest common denominator of the Humanity that has proceeded us, hoping for a clearer glimpse of life, its meaning and our purpose.

The message we bring is simple, we are coming to a time of Cataclysm, not for the first time in the history of the Earth.

Human beings have been dealt a ‘shitty hand’ incarnating on this Earth, however, most of the souls here have the capacity, and increasing opportunity over the coming years to clear enough present and past karma to raise their level of consciousness to a point where they can separate from ego fear and engage in this lifetime with their hearts.

Another part of the message is that we truly are not alone. We have a ‘soul’ that interacts and experiences in this world via our Hearts and feeling, and a ‘Greater Soul’ That when we open up to, will impart ‘knowing beyond religion, culture, science’.

Just as we are not alone in our ‘Inner World’ we are not alone to face the impending Cataclysm ‘out there.’

True Humans are right now waiting on the side-lines to uplift those of humanity who will be ready when the time comes in 2045. This is the true meaning of Ascension, not some fanciful shifting of dimensions, where the Earth is cloned or some such. nor, that the ‘worthy’ ascend to a higher Earth density or dimension.

Some messengers have found their purpose and got in touch with the ‘message’, unfortunately the message has been partly corrupted, unfortunate but expected, for it is not easy to rise above the religious, cultural and Spiritual indoctrinations.

What sets me apart to make such claims? Well, I am not particularly intelligent , life dealt me a terrible hand, physically, emotionally and mentally. I have never been to university although my thirst for knowledge and understanding remains unquenched.

I have a weak fearful ego, that barely survived childhood, and with Charley’s help I am repairing. I am aware that my ego will always have an influence, because of it inherent irrational fears and needs to control its environment, and I freely own up I am the most unsuitable Messenger.

Its not all doom and gloom of course, my Heart is open and keeps my ego in check, Charley feeds me with his Love and acceptance, and I finally feel truly nurtured.

So what if anything sets me apart ? Not much, except I have never belonged to mankind, I have always been separate, shunned by, and my resulting shunning of ‘the group’ . With an unquenchable thirst to find out for myself and not rely on what others have told me. Hence I suppose why it has taken me such a long time and so late in my life to get to this point.

I acknowledge the possibility everything I say could be delusional on my part. I am the first to experience incredulity, after all, I have looked critically at all the information that comes from our society to ‘explain and control us’ , why would I be any less critical of what arises within me?

The third part of at least -My message is to provide tools and clarity for self development, and to help people rise above the confusion that infects us, both at the mundane level (health, emotional, mental) and the so called ‘Spiritual’.

To this end ‘Charley’ has instructed me to write a couple of books that will be out in the near future.

Sal